Oh, dear god, you're beautiful.

I'm either laughing or crying;
I can never make up my mind
I'm glad I've been given your comforting
And smile for a while

I'm really confused. What the hell is going on here.
Except.
I just got the strongest wave of calm.
Things will be alright.
Tomorrow I need a nice long talk. In person.
Mykaila, please.
Alexa, please.
Elly, please.
Three people that mean so, so much to me.
Just to be able to rant and rave and pace and hug and smile and hold hands and not worry about giving the wrong idea and everything.
EVERYTHING.
Can you do that for me?