he hasn't even hallucinated once, or had that dream about the squirrel who tells him to burn things.

I love:

• Peace, peaceful interactions, whether between people, nations, animals, whatever.
• Ranting, listening to people rant
  
• Intelligence
• Good lyrics; none of this "she licked me like a lollipop" nonsense. More like:
• "My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me.
  So won't you kill me, so I die happy.
  My heart is yours to fill or burst,
  to break or bury, or wear as jewelry,
  which ever you prefer." - Hands Down by DashCon
• How the world looks through the lens of a camera
• Contemplating
• Reminiscing
• Finding out that there are other ways to do things
• The beautiful people whom I call my friends, to put it simply
• You kissed me like you meant it. And I know that you meant it, that you meant it.
• Honey. In general. The food, calling people "honey", being called honey.
• Autosave
• Dreaming up seemingly impossible things and knowing that I can and will achieve them if I want to
• Making you smile. Yes, you.
• Free bins at record stores
• How I'm constantly learning new things about my heritage, Blackfeet, Salvadoran, or otherwise
• How I'm constantly learning new things about people, whether my friends or complete strangers
• Having not one but several circles of friends I can travel through
• Being able to live comfortably and having the ability to help the people who aren't as snug as I am on nights like this
• How no one is perfect...

I had a revelation a second ago about how no one is perfect. I try my hardest to be the best person I can be, most of the time. But when I'm not, whether it is pointed out to me or if I realize it myself, there is a certain falling feeling in my gut, knowing that yeah, I could do better than that. I could actually refrain from making that snarky comment; no matter how bad her juju is and how much she bugs me, it is bad juju in itself to consider being superior to her or unsympathetic. I could not give my father a hard time when I know he loves me and is simply trying to help. Mykaila, you've taught me so much in the past couple months that it would take years for most adults to learn. You're wise beyond your years; thank you for helping me become a better person.
This in itself is enough to make me more motivated to become a better person.

I keep getting flashes in my head of places. It's happened for a couple years now, but I never talked about it. I would sound crazy, no? Always places I've been, and I just realized always places I love. In the past fifteen minutes or so, it's been the top of the chair Rex at Crystal Mountain. Hosting most of the black diamond runs, it is always foggy and riddled with moguls. I used to be terrified of it. Not so much anymore. Every Monday during my math tutoring period (3:30-4:30) I get flashes of Rome, of Fiumicino. Top two favorite places during all my travels, where I lived the longest (a year and a half).

Fiumicino ^^

This summer I'm going to South Africa. It's going to be fantastic.


Love.