I woke up this morning in a terrible mood after two hours of sleep. I snapped at Alexa. Sorry, love.
THE TREES ARE SO GODDAMN BEAUTIFUL RIGHT NOW.
Speaking of beautiful, I'm making a new Oh Dear God, You're Beautiful list. I'm handwriting it, so I guess I'll scan it when the time comes. I don't think it'll ever be finished, though. Constantly meeting new people, new beautiful people.
I tried to explain the beautiful thing to Jane the Australian exchange student, but I think it just made me seem creepy. If she ever reads this, hopefully she'll understand that the list is not of people I find attractive.
I've been combing through all the dictionary definitions I can for a good definition of beautiful. There are some that are okay, but none of them really fit what I'm thinking. I keep trying to put it into words, but again, nothing seems to fit exactly.
What I'm thinking is a good person. But what constitutes as a good person?
Someone who is spiritually and fundementally sound? Morally reasonable? Caring? Day-brightening? GOOD JUJU? I know I have the vocabulary artillery in my little English armory. I'd ask for help, but I think everyone has their own definition of beautiful.
Hm. Befuddling.
Maybe it's something you can't explain. It just IS. Someone just IS beautiful...inside, out. Good.
Maybe it's better to not pinpoint it, because I'm sure there are countless people whom I will meet in my lifetime that are beautiful in a different way, each one of them.
Cool.
Today's going to be a good day. The sun's finally risen and it's lighting up the trees with this awesome yellow light. GOOD. I'm getting some motherfucking vitamin D deficiency.
More later?
Love.
Oh Dear God, you're beautiful.
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My definition of beauty? Existence. Complexity. Someone who smiles a real smile.
I have this theory that beauty is one of the only completely real and true things in the world.....I'm starting to think that beauty is real and that confidence is just an illusion. That is why beauty hits you with so much force.....if that makes sense.
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