sorry dudes. my bad.

I am currently sitting on my couch drinking tea and eating Jumbo Virginia Peanuts. I keep thinking the jar says vagina peanuts and I sort of cringe inside because whatever a vagina peanut is, it doesn't sound very appealing.
The clouds look really pretty; I think the sun is setting, but I can't tell. I've been outside once today.
Goddamn this history paper. I was hoping to get it done before it got dark, because I can never concentrate when it's dark. Hell, I can't concentrate during the day. I've been more content lately, because:

• I've secured my room in the basement in the new house
• I've been talking to people that want to talk to me too
• Jacked up on caffeine
• Getting all homework done/turned in!!!!!!!
• Understanding said homework
• Finding songs that fully suit my mood
• I finished the dance company drawing for Ms. Edwards (hopefully she'll like it.)
• There's a man assigned to me and he checks on my stability. We discuss you every week, then I rinse and rinse, repeat.
• Things are looking up.
• I hung out with him and left with my virtue still firmly intact
• Not necessarily looking for a relationship, and that's fine
• Called me sweetie this morning; I died.
• Was ripped and listened to all of Sgt. Peppers

I wish I was an octopus. Olivia the Octopus.
Well she was just seventeen, if you know what I mean, and the way she looked was way beyond compaaaaaaaaaaare.
Nanannaanana I've been listening to like first ever Beatles stuff again. It also improves everything.
Time to work on history essay again.
You're beautiful, I love you.