Oh Dear God, you're beautiful.

Thursday, March 26, 2009

is this love that i'm feeling?

I just got the most irreplaceable feeling ever.
Today's juju was great. I'm listening to Kings of Leon and Jack Johnson and doing my chemistry homework (WHICH I UNDERSTAND WITHOUT ANYONE SPOON FEEDING TO ME). I'm composing a message back to Elly, but I got this feeling that I couldn't let go by undocumented. Like this feeling of irrevocable calm.
Fucking ironic how everyone around me blows up just as I calm down. This isn't the first time. But I love them. I know that they can get through their hardships. I hope they know I will do everything humanly possible to support them.
In the words of the wise Bobby McFerrin (and Bob Marley), "I give you my phone number, when you're worried, call me, I make you happy. Don't worry, be happy."
Shit goes wrong, but it gets better. You can always plow through it.

I love you, all of you. I love you, everyone who reads this. :)
I always will. (And that's not just influenced by the feelgood music.)

I hope you have a good night.

2 comments:

Mykaila said...

The problem is, I've piled up the shit so much that it's all around me and now I have to decide which direction to plow.

Olivia said...

Bird by bird. Pick a way to plow, plow one way at a time, then move on to the next.