breaking up my band won't give you payment

Frustrated. There's always this underlying feeling of frustration lately.
Had a blow up with Reland last night; resolved it an hour and a half of tears and begging (on both parts) later. I love her, so so much. There's gotta be a reason why she and I have stayed friends for 13 years.
Another frustration is the Mormon boy. He's ruining things between her and I. It's a pity because he's such a nice boy and he really does mean well. She's blinded; I used to be that little voice of reason..."maybe you don't want to do this because x, y, and z." "well, it's your life. but be careful. I don't want you to get hurt." She doesn't listen to me. Instead of doing bad things, she's quitting everything, which, don't get me wrong, is great. She's just abandoning me, not purposefully, but it's happening all the same. I try to tell her and she doesn't listen.
Boo. It's happened before, it's happening now, it'll happen again. We'll work through it.

On another note, my father gets home on Sunday. Which means we're getting closer to leaving.

I woke up this morning with a terrible pain at the edge of my left eye. It looks like excema but I doubt I have that, it doesn't itch. It feels like something cut me. Ouch.
The whole reason for me posting right now was lost; I was doing geometry homework and I couldn't figure out a problem about proportions and stuff and I got distracted.
I'm excited for tonight. But not really. Again, the Mormon boy. And she signed me up for something I am absolutely not comfortable doing...doesn't understand why I don't want to. Just because she has doesn't mean that I would go ahead and do it. We're not brain twins in that sense.
Unnecessary.
Other than that, things are great.

I'm going to Enumclaw tonight, call or text me, it would mean a lot.

Love.