I don't know what i'm going to do when all my friends go off to college. Yesterday kind of brought that home.
Also, I wonder what my father will do when I go off to college.
On another note, I love holding hands. Yesterday I held hands with a line of girls I love. I wasn't thinking about anything really, just surrendering to the strong squeeze on my right and soft reassurance on my left. That's what it was, really; nothing sexual, which seems to be all my google searches are coming up with. Just reassurance, a reminder. "Hey, I love you. When you're upset I want you to know that I'm here and that you'll be okay." It was enough of a reassurance that I was able to stop being upset and smile. It gave me this feeling that I can't put into words to describe to you, but I'm sure if you felt it you would know exactly what I'm talking about. It's something I crave, but rarely feel, so when I do feel it, it's that much better. And that's what I felt yesterday. This purely beautiful, warm, smiling feeling. I guess, a feeling of community...except that doesn't quite capture it either. Any help?
Anyway. Just thought I'd share that...document it...whatever...and thank the girls I'm talking about.
Okay. Folklife. Love.
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